Am I Ready for This?

My throat is closing up,

I am folding up into myself.

My limbs are so heavy.

I thought I was ready,

I thought I could tackle

The truth this time.

Finally.

Admitting such a…

Vulnerability

Trauma

Life-changing event

Rattles me to the core.

It leaves me open;

It makes me a victim.

It shows the world I’ve been broken

When less than perfection is unforgiveable

It shows the world I’m not yet a survivor

It shows how much I let that night rule me

My heart is racing

I’m having trouble catching my breath

Am I ready for this?

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Posted on January 19, 2013, in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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